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The One Where They Have A Baby. ⁣⁣
I don’t want to assume you all know the story. ⁣⁣
So here’s the condensed version…⁣⁣
It’s been 4.5 years since I stepped out on my own after an 11 year marriage, with my three kids. ⁣⁣
And by my own, I mean Mom and Dads. ⁣⁣
I met Shane, at work. ⁣⁣
The Jim to my Pam. ⁣⁣
While married before as well, Shane did not bring any children into our blend. ⁣⁣
He just really fell for mine. ⁣⁣
And they really fell for him. ⁣⁣

We got married and became family nearly 2 years ago. ⁣
So this, is my fourth child. ⁣⁣
This, is Shane’s first. ⁣⁣
Our addition to an already perfect blend. ⁣⁣
It’s been 10 years since I’ve done this. ⁣⁣
It feels all so new and yet strangely familiar. ⁣⁣
Like the ultimate déjà vu of life. ⁣⁣
That, has been both blessing and curse. ⁣⁣
This has been filled with a lot of emotions, a lot of unknowns, a lot of memories I thought I’d put to rest that need healing now. ⁣⁣
But a bottom line of joy,⁣⁣
And great expectation.⁣⁣
I’m officially done trying to predict my life or the cards in my hands. ⁣⁣
Because much of me didn’t believe this was in them. ⁣⁣
Both scared to want it, and scared to have it. ⁣⁣
Releasing that, I’m here now. ⁣⁣
Here for the ride. ⁣⁣
Every up and down of it. ⁣⁣
Thank you, for sharing in this joy with us.⁣⁣
Thank you, for being a part of the ride.