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Having time is not the same as having capacity. ⁣⁣
That thought has been running through my brain since morning. ⁣⁣
You see, yesterday I spent the day playing a video game all day, then a board game, and some Netflix. ⁣⁣
I’ve never had a day like that before in my life. ⁣⁣
So when I woke today, and saw the laundry that still needed doing, and an orange ring beginning to form in the toilet, I felt pangs of guilt. ⁣⁣
“I had so much time to do these things and I wasted it” was my thought. ⁣⁣
Because I always feel like that’s why I can’t stay on top of things. I simply don’t have time. ⁣⁣
But that isn’t true. ⁣⁣
I do have time. ⁣⁣
I have ability, too. ⁣⁣
I just don’t have capacity. ⁣⁣
Emotionally or physically, doesn’t matter which or why. ⁣⁣

I’m tired. ⁣
I’m losing sleep. ⁣
And I’m balancing the best I can. ⁣

So I played video games. ⁣⁣
I got up today and began work. ⁣⁣
I washed my hair, threw in a load of laundry before I grabbed my coffee. ⁣⁣
For I might have all the time, I may have the ability, but I do not have all the capacity. ⁣⁣
And that’s ok. ⁣